In the last post I wrote, I mentioned the concept of acceptance for treating unhappiness and anxieties. I said that acceptance is a tried and true method of recovery – by accepting yourself and all of your anxieties as they are, it paradoxically makes them disappear.
And this is coming from people with serious anxiety disorders – not just your run-of-the-mill occasional nervousness!
However, when people hear the words “acceptance” and “their problems” in the same sentence, it tends to send off alarm bells. The idea of accepting your problems feels like a death sentence. Because it sounds like it means giving up. Giving up – which means your problem will never go away and misery will ensue for the rest of your life.
Umm… no thanks?
But no, that’s not what I mean. It’s not like that!
In fact, it’s quite the opposite.
Let me explain.
Happiness Doesn’t Mean Perpetual Bliss
Turns out – and this seems so obvious when written it out here, yet it’s so easy to forget – is that being happy doesn’t mean feeling good all of the time. Happy feelings are just emotions, and emotions always come and go.
But we love happy feelings – we just want them all the time!
However, according to Dr. Russ Harris, author of “The Happiness Trap: How to Stop Struggling and Start Living”, the harder we try to chase and hold onto pleasant feelings, the more likely we are to suffer from anxiety and depression. You see, actual, true happiness (not just happy feelings) means leading a rich, fulfilling life.
In particular, it means taking actions on things that truly matter deep in our hearts. This includes working towards our dreams and goals. Interacting with people we care about. Helping others. Being healthy. Or whatever it is that it’s important and worthy to you. These things result in a fulfilling, happy existence.
“When we clarify what we stand for in life and act accordingly, then our lives become rich and full and meaningful, and we experience a powerful sense of vitality.
This is not some fleeting feeling – it is a profound sense of a life well lived.
And although such a life will undoubtedly give us many pleasurable feelings, it will also give us uncomfortable ones, such as sadness, fear, and anger. This is only to be expected. If we live a full life, we will feel the full range of human emotions.”

Yes, it is true – living according to the things you truly value is not always easy or pleasant.
Yet, this is something we’ve been very mislead about by many a well meaning psychologist, self help guru, and proponent of positive thinking. We are lead to believe that happiness is a perpetual state of bliss – as if we were on a drug high all the time – and that this is achievable and within our grasp.
So people constantly seek and try to hold onto this imaginary state of elation – and in the process of this, we do everything in our power to avoid feeling any sense of unhappiness, unpleasantness, fear, or anxiety.
Unfortunately, the short term gain of avoiding immediate unpleasantries often makes the initial problem worse, enters you into a vicious cycle, and compromises your long term well being. This leads to even more pain and frustration.
Let me give you some examples from the book:
Joseph fears rejection, so he feels overly anxious in social situations. He doesn’t want those feelings of anxiety, so he avoids socializing whenever possible. He doesn’t accept invitations to parties. He doesn’t pursue friendships. He lives alone and stays home every night. This means that on the rare occasions when he does socialize, he’s more anxious than ever because he’s so out of practice. Furthermore, living alone with no friends or social life just serves to make him feel completely rejected, which is the very thing he fears!
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Yvonne also feels anxious in social situations. She copes with this by drinking heavily. In the short term, alcohol reduces her anxiety. But the next day she feels hung-over and tired and she often regrets the money she spent on alcohol or worries about the embarrassing things she did while under the influence. Sure, she escapes anxiety for a little while, but the price she pays is a lot of other unpleasant feelings over the long term. And if she ever finds herself in a social situation where she can’t drink, her anxiety is greater than ever, because she doesn’t have alcohol to rely on.
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Danielle is overweight and hates it, so she eats some chocolate to cheer herself up. For the moment, she feels better. But she thinks about all the calories she’s just consumed and how that will add to her weight – and ends up feeling more miserable than ever.
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Ahmed is out of shape. He wants to get fit again. He starts working out, but because he’s unfit, it’s hard work and feels uncomfortable. He doesn’t like the discomfort, so he stops working out. Then his fitness level slides even lower.
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There’s a lot of built-up tension between Andrew and his wife, Sylvana. Sylvana is angry at Andrew because he works long hours and doesn’t spend enough time with her. Andrew doesn’t like those feelings of tension in the house, so in order to avoid them, he starts working longer hours. But the more he works, the more dissatisfied Sylvana gets – and the tension in their relationship steadily increases.
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Does this sound familiar? For us acne victims, the most obvious one relates to Joseph’s insecurities about socializing – we fear people are looking at our skin and judging us. So we stay home and avoid people as much as possible, but it only leads to loneliness and isolation. In the short term, we managed to control the anxiety, but in the long term, we are creating a bad situation for ourselves.
For me, I notice that when I feel anxious about my skin, my immediate urge every single time is that I want to change something in my diet. I want to control my diet as a way of controlling my anxieties. For me in most cases, making my diet “even more healthy” doesn’t seem to make that much of a difference, and just serves to create extra anxiety in the form of worrying about my food.
So what do we do?
Use Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (ACT)
Acceptance and Commitment Therapy (usually just said as the word “ACT”) is a mindfulness based behaviour therapy that’s been shown to be extremely effective in a wide range of conditions including depression, anxiety, OCD, stress, chronic pain, post traumatic stress disorder, anorexia, drug abuse, and even schizophrenia.
The usual assumption of Western psychology is that the human mind is by default “psychologically normal”. Therefore, many traditional therapies focus on changing negative thoughts and behaviours, which often doesn’t work or only makes things worse.
ACT on the other hand makes the assumption that the normal psychological processes of the human mind are often destructive. It recognizes that fighting against how we feel creates even more anxiety. Therefore, instead of getting rid of these thoughts, it aims to teach you psychological skills to help you deal with your painful thoughts and emotions effectively – which in the end will reduce their impact and influence on you and allow you to live a much happier life.
Click here to read an excellent overview of ACT written by Dr. Harris.
The Six Core Processes of ACT:
There are six core processes of ACT (from actmindfully.com.au)
- Contacting The Present Moment means being psychologically present: consciously connecting with whatever is happening right here, right now.
- Defusion means learning to step back or detach from unhelpful thoughts and worries and memories: instead of getting caught up in your thoughts, or pushed around by them, or struggling to get rid of them, you learn how to let them come and go – as if they were just cars driving past outside your house. You learn how to step back and watch your thinking, so you can respond effectively – instead of getting tangled up or lost inside your thinking.
- Acceptance means opening up and making room for painful feelings and sensations. You learn how to drop the struggle with them, give them some breathing space, and let them be there without getting all caught up in them, or overwhelmed by them; the more you can open up, and give them room to move, the easier it is for your feelings to come and go without draining you or holding you back.
- The Observing Self is the part of you that is responsible for awareness and attention. We don’t have a word for it in common everyday language – we normally just talk about the “mind’. But there are two parts to the mind: the thinking self – i.e. the part that is always thinking; the part that is responsible for all your thoughts, beliefs, memories, judgments, fantasies etc. And then there’s the observing self – the part of your mind that is able to be aware of whatever you are thinking or feeling or doing at any moment. Without it, you couldn’t develop those mindfulness skills. And the more you practice those mindfulness skills, the more you’ll become aware of this part of your mind, and able to access it when you need it. (The technical term for this, in ACT, is ‘self-as-context’.)
- Values are what you want your life to be about, deep in your heart. What you want to stand for. What you want to do with your time on this planet. What ultimately matters to you in the big picture. What you would like to be remembered for by the people you love.
- Committed action means taking action guided by your values – doing what matters – even if it’s difficult or uncomfortable.
When you put all these things together, you develop ‘psychological’ flexibility. This is the ability to be in the present moment, with awareness and openness, and take action, guided by your values. In other words, it’s the ability to be present, open up, and do what matters. The greater your ability to be present, open up and do what matters, the greater your quality of life – the greater your sense of vitality, wellbeing and fulfillment.
Read The Happiness Trap. It’s a Good Book.
Well, I wish I could go on and explain in further detail all the different processes of ACT and how to do them exactly (maybe another time?), but this post would be far too epic… so if you’re interested in a happy fulfilling life, I highly recommend picking up “The Happiness Trap” and giving it a read. It goes over all the steps and actions you need to to start Acceptance and Commitment Therapy and finally stop struggling with anxiety, sadness, and depression.
PS – I just noticed he also has another book available called “ACT Made Simple: An Easy-To-Read Primer on Acceptance and Commitment Therapy” – I haven’t read that one, but if you’re really interested, it’s probably a great read as well.
Watch this Article as a Video
httpvh://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwcfaanPmFA
What do you think? Does this make sense to you? Is it a relief that maybe everyone is just a bit psychologically messed up by default … and that it’s okay to not feel good all of the time?
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I just wanted to thank you so much for this article. I struggle with anxiety about the acne that I have in every social aspect of my life. I have been on an anti candida diet for three weeks and have barely seen any results so it is hard not to feel hopeless.
Aw I’m sorry to hear. Please look further into ACT, perhaps by reading The Happiness Trap, or the other one. I think it would be really helpful for you! I’m sending you tons of love Nicole!!
Wow! I’ve been reading your blog for a couple of months now, and I love it, but these days it seems like every article your write is exactly what I need…especially this one! Amazing, thank you Tracy 🙂
Yay! I’m glad I’ve hit the spot for what you need Ariane 🙂 Yes, I hope this article can give you some long term benefit if you put it into action!
Thank you Tracy.. I needed this also. I am on the 5th week of a treatment prescribed by my dermatologist and I am still have trouble with spots popping up on my face. I do yoga, I exercise regularly, I eat the right foods, I avoid dairy and gluten 90% of the time.. I don’t wear makeup.. I feel like I have tried everything possible.. I even drink carrot juice every day which sounds absurd. But I am willing to try anything. I have become more aware of myself and even let go of any pent up emotions. I tell myself over and over that the future will take care of itself. I changed my birth control in hopes that that was the problem. I started getting more fresh air. At this point I am like what the heck is going on?! Today I had an emotional breakdown and my boyfriend pointed out to me how horrible my face looked and told me that I was being too optimistic about things and that I need to go to a different dermatologist because obviously what the current dermatologist prescribed me isnt working. Him saying this made me feel even more like crap. I just want to have the confidence and happiness back that I once had, and I feel like this is taking over my life. I am so so tired. Just trying to stay calm about this… and this article really helped so thank you. phew. sorry for the vent sesh.
No worries Nikki, let it all out. It’s okay to not feel great about this, if things aren’t working out that well, it can be incredibly frustrating. Have you gone to see a naturopath or someone who can run some tests to find out what it is that seems to be your problem areas? Sometimes when the general holistic approach doesn’t seem to be working, it’s usually because you need to target something specific but don’t know what it is – which is why someone like that could help. Anyway – I don’t know if that advice means anything to you, but if not – just know that frustration is normal – let yourself feel it. We’re here for you!
Nikki, I think it’s sort of screwed up that your boy friend would act that way. I will tell you that a major part of my recovery from severe acne was having a boyfriend who tells me I am beautiful no matter what my face or back looked like. Anyone who tells you that you are being ‘too optimistic’ about your skin is doing you a serious disservice as optimism is virtually the acne cure. I don’t want to be too forward, but I advise you to think about this. Having someone tell you ‘how horrible your face looks’ is NOT going to help you recover, no matter what routine you are on. The type of ‘ugly’ feelings that come from criticism like that are a big part of what causes acne.
Molly, I completely agree. I do get frustrated at times because I feel like he cares about my acne more than I do. I think he is coming to realize though how it affects me.. He told me yesterday I am too pretty of a girl to have to put up with acne and if it doesn’t get better in a month then I need to go to a doctor again about it.. so he is slowly softening up. Some guys don’t know how to deal with certain things. I wish my boyfriend said all the perfect things but then again he isn’t a puppet. He tells me I am pretty all the time and is a very understanding person..He isn’t a dick by any means. I think that an important aspect of recovery is to not get so worked up about other people’s comments on your face. Be honest with yourself. Those red marks people see that are just the aftermath of pimples and not actually pimples (but they don’t know that) make the situation look worse to other people than what you know is the real deal. Little kids that say innocent comments about your face—yes, your face probably does look bad to them. My boss’s Cambodian fiance has made a few comments about ‘big pimples’ on my face too…her cultural difference makes her a little less reserved about things like this. Let’s just face it–no pun intended. Our faces might not look awesome to the world, but they will look awesome in due time if we make positive lifestyle changes.
ps…. i just was reading Huffington Post and came across this article about Asians that like to inject bagels in their heads: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/09/26/bagel-head-forehead-injections-japan-saline_n_1916188.html?utm_hp_ref=mostpopular ….At least we don’t have bagels in our heads! 🙂
Lol – whaaaaaaaat. That is so weird
I understand what you’re saying. I realize I sounded a little severe and I hope I didn’t come across like ‘DUMP YO BOYFRIEND’ or anything. Now that I think about it, my own bf’s assurances that I looked beautiful were kind of annoying at times, because I felt like ‘This is a big deal, stop being so relaxed about it! I’M HIDEOUS!! AAAAARRGGHHH!!!!’ So yeah, sometimes the ‘you’re beautiful no matter what’ method can kind of backfire. But it was really my own fault for being so stuck in negative thinking.
“He told me yesterday I am too pretty of a girl to have to put up with acne and if it doesn’t get better in a month then I need to go to a doctor again about it.. ”
Alright, I have no doubts that your boyfriend is a kind, sensitive person who loves you. But this is pretty unrealistic. I don’t know what severity level of acne you’re facing, but a month just seems like way too short of time to expect any significant changes. Sometimes things get worse right before they get better, and acneic skin is extremely unpredictable and finicky by definition. Plus it’s turning your recovery into a race, and paints the dermatologist as some sort of fairy god being who waves a wand and magically turns you into a cover girl in a matter of weeks.
Someone with an anxiety inducing issue like acne doesn’t need to be given an arbitrary time period to ‘get better’ by. And what is ‘better’ anyways? Showing progress? Completely clear? You need to take your mind OFF the acne. He’s given you a count down to potential ‘failure to improve’ which means another humiliating visit to a dermatologist, who doesn’t do anything helpful at all, and just makes it worse because you feel yucky and sad, and ack ack ack , cue more breakouts, wash, rinse, repeat, and never improve because something must be WRONG WITH YOU…as opposed to just giving you the time you need to make a healthy (non chemical/antibiotic induced) recovery, which takes anywhere from three weeks to six months or more.
And the whole ‘you’re too pretty of a girl to have acne’ thing is really negative. I remember thinking this to myself constantly when my skin was getting progressively worse. It may seem like a positive at first, because it says ‘you’re a pretty girl’ but then it’s modified into ‘but you have acne.’ So therefore ‘pretty girls don’t have acne’, and since ‘I have acne’, that means ‘I’m not a pretty girl.’ See? If you want to spin this positively, you can think of it like this. “I’m too pretty of a girl to have acne, SO THEREFORE acne cannot exist on me. In fact, whatever acne I have is starting to disappear, starting right now, because I am too beautiful. Goodbye, acne.”
“I feel like he cares about my acne more than I do.”
Alright, you said some serious buzzwords here. Firstly, it’s not YOUR acne. It is CRUCIAL that everyone with troubled skin realizes this. Stop saying ‘my acne.’ It’s not yours. If cockroaches infest your garage, they’re not YOUR cockroaches. They’re just cockroaches! Keep track of how many times a day you phrase acne as being ‘mine’. The more you say/think it or even read it on incredibly wonderful informative websites such as this one (sorry Tracy), the more it ‘belongs’ to you, and the harder it is to get rid of. A key part of acne elimination is completely separating yourself from it. If your self image has a big ACNE stamp on it, well, you’re going to have acne, no matter what you do.
If your boyfriend ‘cares about’ your acne more than you do, he’s hurting more than helping. Like you said, people are not puppets and cannot be expected to always say the right thing, but if he really wants to see you get clear, he should be open to any suggestions YOU have to make. Just explain to him the very simple idea that ‘the more I think about the acne, the worse it gets.’ Ask him to please stop bringing it up, because you understand better than anybody what your face looks like, and don’t need to be reminded. You shouldn’t feel like you need to apologize for how you look, or that there is something wrong with you that needs to be fixed right now OR ELSE… And the next time he mentions it, simply reply with ‘Yeah, but It’s getting better.’ Even if he says ‘oh my gosh, your skin looks even worse today than yesterday!’ and it DOES look awful, still simply say ‘Yes, but it’s getting better.’
I’ve found that this little mantra is incredibly powerful. Say it to yourself whenever your mind goes to the acne. If you tell your skin it’s getting better, it will get better. But if you’re constantly thinking ‘nothing works, I’ve tried everything, nothing works, it never works, it’s not working’ … nothing is ever going to work. It’s hard at first because you feel like you’re flat out lying to yourself. You’ve spent all this time establishing ‘I have really stubborn, terrible acne that never responds to treatment. I’m always breaking out, and it’s oily and itchy at the same time, and it hurts and I hate it…’ Your brain has been running that program for a long time. So when you suddenly switch things and start thinking ‘My acne is going away little by little, every day, no matter what I do.’ The old, established section of your brain gets a little angry and fires back ‘what are you talking about, look at that huge zit on your chin, it’s been there for weeks, and there’s another one coming up on your nose and you KNOW how long those stick around…’ And it’s easy to give in and start worrying again, but if you simply affirm “I know that I am experiencing acne, and that yes, there is a new pimple on my nose, but it will be gone in a few days, and then the others will start fading too, and eventually it will all be gone, no matter what, and that is final.”
Seriously, once I started thinking this way, it was like magic. The zits just got smaller and smaller, and disappeared. No, I don’t have perfect skin and the scars are still fading, but seeing as I had varying degrees of ‘spot it from down the block’ acne for about half a year, I’m pretty content with where I am now. I’m going to do Tracy’s candida cleanse in October, and I’m confident that it’s going to take care of what’s left.
Anyways, wow, this was a…really long post…Uhhhh… Sorry if I got too up in your business. I just really feel for anybody in this situation because I went through it too, and I really REALLY want to help people get over this stuff. Once you sort out your brain, all the other things that ‘never seem to work’ actually start working. I’m sure your boyfriend will understand if you tell him your feelings.
(Seriously I’m really sorry if this is weirdly long. I always end up writing essays at people…ugh!)
Good luck!
Molly.. I feel the need to update you … my face is clearing!!! after I became more accepting! and my boyfriend keeps telling me how pretty I am, which feels good… and oddly enough…my face has begun to clear up AFTER i quit my topical and oral antibiotics. and also when I realized that this life need not to be taken too seriously and fun is absolutely necessary to stay sane during challenging times. so there ya go.
Plus, I’m reading The Happiness Trap and it is FANTASTIC
Hey Nikki – this is awesome!! 😀
Thanks Tracy :-D. I switched up my whole routine and it seems to be working… 🙂 Here are a few things I have learned:
1) Yogurt masks are awesome
2) Who needs prescription antibiotics when you have Manuka Honey
3) Mario Badescu has some realllly good Glycolic Acid toner I have been raving about to everyone and their mom this week
4) A Clarisonic Mia helps things
5) Fermented Cod Liver oil is a godsend.
6) A good mineral makeup (like Pur Minerals) helps me stay sane when I have special occasions to get dressed up for. You get better coverage than Bare Minerals.
7) Dermologica Sebum Clearing Mask draws out allll impurities from your face and is awesome.
8) Ya gotta eat your greens.
9) You need those probiotics.
10) Live a little.
11) I have my life back and now can focus on other things.
Great article! I’m a clinical Social Worker (and acne victim in my spare time :P) and mindfulness-based therapies are what I typically use with my clients. I’ve read “ACT Made Simple” and would recommend it but it’s geared a bit more towards professionals (ie: those who want to use it to help others) whereas “The Happiness Trap” is more in the self-help category. I would argue though that there are many of us in the mental health field who would not necessarily view the human mind as “psychologically normal”. In fact, I think the majority of us would argue that we all are a bit “messed up” as you call it, although this is also dependent on culture as those of us in the West (particularly North America) have much higher rates of depression and anxiety than elsewhere. As human beings though, we do tend to have an innate negativity bias – this, like anxiety, is adaptive. It is meant to warn us of threats to our survival (such as sabor toothed tigers and enemy tribes). However, in this day and age, in the absence of serious threat, we focus on threats to self-esteem and belonging (which are higher level psychological needs). For example, regection by others is a threat to our self-esteem. Mindfuless, defusion, and “valued living” is super helpful in retraining our brains to focus on things that are less-anxiety provoking. Great overview of ACT and what it entails 🙂
Hi Shantess!
Great, thank you for your perspective. It makes total sense that anxiety is normal due to survival instincts, but it just doesn’t translate to our modern world!
So have you seen great improvements in your clients from using these types of therapies?
Haha, to answer your question “yes and no” although I’d say that is typical of all types of therapies. It’s often dependent on the changes to one’s life one is willing to make. Some people simply want a “get better quick and easy” approach and unfortunately our modern society has led us to believe that is possible. Other people are find a lot of relief with this approach but it takes commitment (hence the name Acceptance and Commitment Therapy, lol). Thanks again for sharing this idea with everyone and adding your own insights 🙂
Ah yes, … truth 🙂 people only get out of it what they are willing to put in
Hello Tracy! Thanks so much for the video, there’s always a great deal of information to ponder on this blog. This may be off topic but I was wondering if maybe you could do a video or post on simple meal ideas. Sometimes it’s easy to get too tunnel visioned with a diet or make it too complicated. After years of making everything from scratch I’d like to make my meals a lot more simple and quick. I’d be so grateful if maybe you could offer some ideas about breakfast and dinner. Sending you lots of love!
Hi Melanie, okay, I’ve written one and it will be posted tomorrow on Tuesday
Thanks Tracy for the feedback! I have thought about getting tests run to find if I have a specific allergy or deficiency…I feel like many doctors here in the U.S. try to mask the problem instead of finding the direct source.
I think alot of us get upset about acne because we want to think that we can control everything in our lives and we become disappointed when we can’t solve the problem right away.
For me, acne has been very difficult because I find myself wanting to constantly look in the mirror and obsess about the bumps on my face. I truly hope that once the acne goes away that I can go on with my life without an obsession of constantly observing my face.
I am trying to let go of the false sense of control that I feel I have when I constantly look in the mirror, and am sincerely trying to promote more positive self-talk. I guess acne can be a blessing in disguise because it allows you to discard the things in your life that aren’t serving you and when the acne is gone and all said and done, you are left with only amazing things left in your life.
I appreciate your kind words and support.
Wow, nikki. You sound just like me. It seems we do everything right, yet our skin just doesn’t care. It will get better, I know it will. All the love will surely shine through some day. Time will heal us.
Wow Tracy! I actually printed off the six core processes of ACT and taped it up in my room! This was great, thanks.
That’s great, hopefully it will really help you 🙂 And good job on printing it and putting it on your wall… it’s always a good idea to do that if you want to be dedicated to working on something like this
Have either of you tried hyperdosing on pantothenic acid (B5)? Diet only helps me a little bit, and the b5 is the only thing that’s gotten me mostly clear. It’s gotta be better than things like accutane or birth control, though I’d be interested in Tracy’s opinion on it. If you want to read about people’s experience with it, google b5 + acne.org.
Hi Andrea, I’ve definitely heard of this B5 thing – but I thought there were dangers to superdosing on it over a long period of time?? I have to do more research on it before I say one way or the other – but no, I haven’t tried it myself.
I’ve heard mention of the dangers over a long period as well, yet nowhere in my searching have I found what those dangers are or anyone who’s actually experienced them. Also, most people seem to be able to significantly reduce the amount they take after awhile. It’s water soluble, so I don’t see why it would be different than taking a bunch of vitamin C. A lot of people recommend taking a b complex with it to prevent any imbalance of your b vitamins, though.
Hey, well maybe there is no problem with it! I don’t know, I really do need to look into it further. Is it annoying having to take so many pills though? What brand do you take, how many per day, and how much does it cost?
Hi Tracy – great post I really want to read this book!
I was just wondering if you could maybe do a post about easy quick to take school lunch ideas..preferably not a huge salad of leaves because i need something quick to eat that will give me energy for lunch and bringing stuff to school is always so challenging! Thanks!
I know it’s hard! lol – I wrote a blog post about this for Tuesday
Thank you! I’m looking forward to it 🙂
SO I just have to say that I was purchasing probiotics on Amazon (IFlora Women’s Probiotic for anyone who is curious) , and had to get my subtotal to amount to over $25 to get the free shipping,so…I purchased The Happiness Trap book.. Sooo excited! It was only 10 bucks.. I got the paperback copy because there is something fulfilling to me about having a physical copy in my hands–a Kindle version just doesn’t do it for me. Can’t wait to curl up and read it! 🙂
Oh great, I hope you like it 🙂 I bought it on the kindle for my computer because it was cheaper for me (in canada)… but I agree… I would soooo much rather get off my computer and have a real book to read
@Andrea…my derm suggested I go on Accutane and I refuse. Which is why I am searching for alternative routes like you. My dermatologist’s nurse told me that the only side effect Accutane has is moodiness..what a bunch of bull! Dermatologist’s will lie through their teeth just to gain a profit. A few things I have researched Andrea and am trying right now this week are:
*keeping my diet 90% gluten and dairy free. (if you obsess about diet too much it can drive you mad)
*drinking 6 oz of carrot juice every day
*taking 3 Airborne tablets each day for the next 3 days
*drinking plenty of water
*drinking one glass of water with one tablespoon of Apple Cider vinegar in it.
*I ordered Manuka honey online and will incorporate it once it arrives.
*I ordered an Iflora probiotic vitamin for women (good for your insides=your face will thank you)
*I put a greek yogurt honey mask on my face twice a week.
* I make a whole fruit smoothie once a day. just using water as the base liquid. (mango, kiwi, blueberries,raspberries, strawberries, pineapples–start with these and use different combos.)
* Learn to let go of emotional baggage, regret, and anger (this one takes time)
*make sure to get plenty of exercise like Tracy has suggested… outdoors fresh air is best.
*yoga whenever i can
*don’t wear makeup if u can bear it
*and I am slowly weaning my skin off of sodium sulfacetemide (sp?) and clyndamycin phosphate.
Sounds like a lot but I want to kill this acne problem with vengeance. plus including these things has greatly improved other areas of my life.
Hey Tracy–
It wouldn’t let me reply up near your comment, so I’m down here 🙂 I should clarify first that I took both pantethine and pantothenic acid (b5) for about a month, but stopped taking it because I thought my healthy diet was what cleared me up. A couple weeks after I stopped taking it, the acne slowly started coming back. I wasted a lot of time trying to make my diet perfect, to no avail (plus, it’s just no fun living that way).
I have just start taking both the pantethine and the pantothenic acid (b5) again, plus l-carnitine as per the advice of this dude:
http://www.drdach.com/Acne_B5.html
Partly because what he says makes sense, and partly because I am a little nervous about the hyperdosing on b5 for the foreseeable future.. I am only taking 3 500mg of b5 (1.5 g) and 3 450mg of pantethine. Also, one 500 mg pill of the l-carnitine and a b complex. If this doesn’t work, I probably will go back to taking tons of b5, and just try to wean myself down to the smallest amount possible and still stay clear.
I don’t remember how much b5 I was taking when I was doing the megadosing, but probably somewhere around 10 pills a day (5g), which is about half the amount used in the study by Dr. Leaung, I believe.
The brand I have been using for the b5 is Twinlabs:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B001G7QEPQ/ref=oh_details_o02_s00_i00
That’s for a pack of 3, so the price of taking it will depend on how much you need to take.
And here’s the brand of pantethine I use:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0013OXA4K/ref=oh_details_o03_s00_i00
Also, per negative effects over the long term. I did find one claim from a guy who said after megadosing on b5 for two years, he came down with chronic fatigue syndrome. He’s convinced that’s what caused it, but his doctors are not, as his b levels are all normal and his kidneys, liver, etc are functioning well.
An even more dubious claim is from a girl who says that megadosing on b5 caused her to come down with Celiac’s. She says she is “100% sure” that that’s what caused it, though for the life of me, I just don’t see how. I think people sometimes just want something to blame.
Other than that, in very few cases people suffer hair thinning (which seems to be easily remedied with biotin) and some people get indigestion from taking so many pills in the beginning.
Sorry, for blowing up your blog, I just wanted to be sure to answer all your questions. I think it’d be totally shiny if you did an article on it one day 😉
Nikki–I wish you all the luck in the world and good vibes with what you’re doing. It sounds like you’re taking great care of yourself and doing everything you can.
Great! Thank you so much for answering my questions Andrea 🙂 Your information was really helpful.
I think for me, my biggest hesitation is having to take so many supplements every day… it gets exhausting, and difficult to remember. However, I’m interested in trying this, but not sure when or if I’ll really get around to it.
Perhaps since you actually have personal experience with the B5, maybe you’d be interested in writing a guest post on it?? Let me know 🙂 I’d love it!
I’m so honored you would ask! I’m actually reconsidering this b5 thing now, simply because I’ve had a resurgence of migraines since I started taking it again. I’ve battled chronic migraines my whole life, so it could just be a coincidence. I had been able to cut the number of times I had to take migraine medication in half the last couple months, and I really don’t want to go backwards (though it could just be a two steps forward, once step back thing).
My fear is that even taking a b complex once a day, my other b vitamins could be being depleted by the b5 (specifically b6, which is important in serotonin and norepinephrin–big migraine influencers). SO! At this point I’ve ordered what I think is a superior B complex:
http://www.twinlab.com/product/stress-b-complex-caps
and I think I’m just going to try taking that along with 2 of the pantethine and one l-carnitine. It may not work, but I want to try it, if it’s less risky.
All this to say, I don’t really think I have anything unique to say about megadosing on B5 alone, that can’t be found during a cursory google search. However, if I discover that pantethine and l-carnitine along with a good b-complex can work without having to megadose on pantothenic acid (B5) alone, then YES! I would love to share that experience. It’s probably going to take a few months to figure that out, though 🙂
Yes, certainly let us know how it goes 😀
@ Molly – can you do a guest post for me!!! What an epic comment – I think it would be fantastic if you wanted to turn that into a blog post – I loved everything you said about telling your skin it’s getting better, and planting that in your mind.
On a note about the “your acne” thing – thanks for bringing that up! I never really thought about it, but I do use that phrase a lot in my writing now that you mention it. I guess I’m not sure how to phrase it differently! But you’re right that it’s not a positive thing to make the acne a part of you
Oh my gosh Tracy!!! Yes, I would love to do that! I felt a little weird cause I was basically blogging in your comment section, but I’m so glad you like my ideas! Yaaay…
I can’t give you the exact date I’ll have it by, as I have an overdue project at the moment but I’ll try and get something knocked out in the next week. Thank you so much!! I really could not have done it without you and your awesome site.
And the ‘my/your’ acne thing takes a little getting used to, but I really believe it makes a difference. It just hit me one day…why am I calling this stuff MINE? I don’t want it! I just call it ‘acne’ or ‘the acne’ now. It takes a little footwork to avoid it completely, but I managed to do it in my response to Nikki, so it can be done.
Hi Molly – there’s no rush! Whenever you want to do it is fine. 🙂 Just email me and let me know whenever you’ve put something together.
Hmm I’ve been thinking about the ‘your acne’ thing some more – I think the problem mostly comes in blog post titles! It just sounds very strange if I said “the”.. … for example… (and this just goes to show how much I use the phrase), I’m currently working on a blog post tentatively titled something like “Where Your Acne Is And What It Looks Like Can Tell You What’s Causing It” … saying “Where The Acne Is And What It Looks Like Can Tell You What’s Causing It” sounds a little confusing. Ah well – I totally agree with what you’re saying about it though.
It’s funny how strange it looks at first, but once you get used to it, it makes just as much sense. But if you’d rather go with the first title just to avoid confusion, that’s totally understandable. It’s not like every time you say ‘your acne’ a fairy dies. It’s just something to consider gradually moving away from.
Recently I’ve felt like ‘acne’ is such a gross word that I don’t want to use it at all anymore. I remember when I was younger, and I would get a few bumps on my nose now and then, I would think to myself ‘I may not have perfect skin, but at least I don’t have ACNE or anything…’ Of course I did get ‘real’ acne later on, once I started focusing on it. But when I think of it in the context of ‘break outs’ or ‘pimples’ it makes the issue seem more temporary and less like a disease.
Of course I’m not implying we need to start forbidding certain words and phrases from ever being said, as if the words themselves are actually doing it. I can say ‘my acne my acne my horrible acne’ for an hour straight and it won’t matter because my brain just won’t run that program anymore. But for someone who is still struggling to separate themselves from their skin problems, eliminating this phrase can really help.
By the way, I just downloaded the candida cleanse challenge and it’s awesome! Yaaaaay!
I love this article, it hits the nail on the spot (or how does that saying go? I’m not a native English speaker)! It is exactly what I’ve been thinking a lot about lately and dealing with. I was mentioning Louise Hay here the other day, but honestly, I have my doubts about her writing, since it is so simplistic and might lead to something like a dictatorship of positive thinking where, when you are depressed and have a hard time to think positively end up feeling more depressed than ever, because you just feel wrong about not being able to think positively. I’ve been struggling with periods of depression since my teenage years and just recently went through a very bad month again. The one thing I have learned over the years is that the moment I try to fight, hide, supress the depression I’m getting dragged deeper into it. The depression wins because it is part of me and when I try to fight it like an enemy I am just fighting against a part of myself which cannot lead to any good. Every time I read these headlines “Fighting against Depression” I just know it’s psychological nonsense. Fighting your feelings or your state of mind or a phase you are going through cannot work. Acceptance is alsways the first and the hardest step (who likes to accept feeling like crap), but there is no way around it, as far as I know and believe by now. I am very interested in reading the book you mention and the ACT method, thanks for posting this, I wouldn’t know about it otherwise.
I’m glad you found this article helpful Eva 🙂
I think the overall message in this post is so important for people suffering with acne. What resonated with me the most is the issue of avoiding social situations – I’ve been doing that a lot on my healing journey, and I constantly have to remind myself that it’ll be ok when I do go out. That’s the thing though – I always assume people will notice my skin problems, but when I actually do go out with friends, it never seems to come up! Another potentially useful suggestion is for people to “lead with their behaviour”. So, in the case of having anxiety about social situations, that would mean just going out with good friends even though you’re afraid and kind of don’t want to. Over time, you may prove your assumptions about how awful it might be wrong 🙂